We are on friendly terms with stbx and the divorce is amicable https://onlinedivorcer.com/county-specific-resources/texas/divorce-in-denton-county. I slowly prepared my apartment for life, but every day being around him was killing me from the inside, so I kicked my ass and finished today.

I sit here with boxes of things around me and think about the future.

I don't know what's in the future, but I'm facing it.